Saturday, April 18, 2009

W.o.w.



I read this tonight and it encouraged me. I dont know why I read this but I randomly did and it is awesome. God is awesome....I read it in the NIV then The Message...this is the Message version...


2 Samuel 22 (The Message)


1 David prayed to God the words of this song after God saved him from all his enemies and from Saul.
2-3 God is bedrock under my feet,
the castle in which I live,
my rescuing knight.
My God—the high crag
where I run for dear life,
hiding behind the boulders,
safe in the granite hideout;
My mountaintop refuge,
he saves me from ruthless men.
4 I sing to God the Praise-Lofty,
and find myself safe and saved.
5-6 The waves of death crashed over me,
devil waters rushed over me.
Hell's ropes cinched me tight;
death traps barred every exit.
7 A hostile world! I called to God,
to my God I cried out.
From his palace he heard me call;
my cry brought me right into his presence—
a private audience!
8-16 Earth wobbled and lurched;
the very heavens shook like leaves,
Quaked like aspen leaves
because of his rage.
His nostrils flared, billowing smoke;
his mouth spit fire.
Tongues of fire darted in and out;
he lowered the sky.
He stepped down;
under his feet an abyss opened up.
He rode a winged creature,
swift on wind-wings.
He wrapped himself
in a trenchcoat of black rain-cloud darkness.
But his cloud-brightness burst through,
a grand comet of fireworks.
Then God thundered out of heaven;
the High God gave a great shout.
God shot his arrows—pandemonium!
He hurled his lightnings—a rout!
The secret sources of ocean were exposed,
the hidden depths of earth lay uncovered
The moment God roared in protest,
let loose his hurricane anger.
17-20 But me he caught—reached all the way
from sky to sea; he pulled me out
Of that ocean of hate, that enemy chaos,
the void in which I was drowning.
They hit me when I was down,
but God stuck by me.
He stood me up on a wide-open field;
I stood there saved—surprised to be loved!
21-25 God made my life complete
when I placed all the pieces before him.
When I cleaned up my act,
he gave me a fresh start.
Indeed, I've kept alert to God's ways;
I haven't taken God for granted.
Every day I review the ways he works,
I try not to miss a trick.
I feel put back together,
and I'm watching my step.
God rewrote the text of my life
when I opened the book of my heart to his eyes.
26-28 You stick by people who stick with you,
you're straight with people who're straight with you,
You're good to good people,
you shrewdly work around the bad ones.
You take the side of the down-and-out,
but the stuck-up you take down a peg.
29-31 Suddenly, God, your light floods my path,
God drives out the darkness.
I smash the bands of marauders,
I vault the high fences.
What a God! His road
stretches straight and smooth.
Every God-direction is road-tested.
Everyone who runs toward him
Makes it.
32-46 Is there any god like God?
Are we not at bedrock?
Is not this the God who armed me well,
then aimed me in the right direction?
Now I run like a deer;
I'm king of the mountain.
He shows me how to fight;
I can bend a bronze bow!
You protect me with salvation-armor;
you touch me and I feel ten feet tall.
You cleared the ground under me
so my footing was firm.
When I chased my enemies I caught them;
I didn't let go till they were dead men.
I nailed them; they were down for good;
then I walked all over them.
You armed me well for this fight;
you smashed the upstarts.
You made my enemies turn tail,
and I wiped out the haters.
They cried "uncle"
but Uncle didn't come;
They yelled for God
and got no for an answer.
I ground them to dust; they gusted in the wind.
I threw them out, like garbage in the gutter.
You rescued me from a squabbling people;
you made me a leader of nations.
People I'd never heard of served me;
the moment they got wind of me they submitted.
They gave up; they came trembling from their hideouts.
47-51 Live, God! Blessing to my Rock,
my towering Salvation-God!
This God set things right for me
and shut up the people who talked back.
He rescued me from enemy anger.
You pulled me from the grip of upstarts,
You saved me from the bullies.
That's why I'm thanking you, God,
all over the world.
That's why I'm singing songs
that rhyme your name.
God's king takes the trophy;
God's chosen is beloved.
I mean David and all his children—
always.

AMEN! I need encouragement and God gives it to me!

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

The Notebook...a thought...



I love The Notebook and I love this quote. Tis true; tis true. Love is definitely not always a feeling. It is a committment and not always sunshine and roses, but it is there no matter what. At the end of the day, you know you are laying next to someone who will be there for the rest of your life. :) I love you Nick.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Mother Reflection

So I was watching Beverly Hills 90210 (lol) anyways it was an episode of a teenage girl who has a baby and Branden, one of the main people, date her and blah blah ...., the girl who has the baby thinks about what life would be like if she gave the baby up for adoption cuz she wants to go to harvard and talks about how she sometimes wants a break from the baby but then then cant wait to hold him again...Branden's mom talks to her and says it gets harder but it gets better too... "they become a part of your dreams"

It is very interesting watching this episode at this point in my life because it would be very different if I was watching it before I had Drew. It is amazing how being a mother or parent for that matter, changes your perspectives on things. It is hard to explain what I am thinking but just wanted to write it down...

I thank God everyday for blessing us with Drew :)

Thursday, March 19, 2009

My family

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I love...

So this has been a hard week..Nick has been sick all week and I havent felt great but not the same way he has felt..I just pray Drew does not get sick...and that we all feel better quickly! Being sick is for the birds!

Drew is getting cuter and cuter I swear :) I just love him so much! It is an unexplainable feeling to be a mother. I love it!

I love...
  • God
  • my family
  • being a wife
  • being a mother
  • having my own family
  • staying home with Drew
  • going in the hot tub in winter
  • warm days filled with sunshine
  • taking stroller walks with lil Drew
  • taking long, hot showers and baths
  • watching my favorite television shows
  • spending time with Nick and just chatting
  • riding my favorite rollercoasters at Cedar Point
  • walking along the beach in Fort Myers, FL
  • laying out in the bright sun on the beach
  • spending time with my fun,crazy family
  • spending time with all my friends
  • having quality time with Nick
  • playing board games w/fam
  • bath&body works lotion
  • cuddling with Drew
  • eating ice cream
  • inside jokes
  • laughing
  • sun

And I love this quote:


"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly." Rose Franken

Friday, March 13, 2009

Friday, March 6, 2009

Subjective

So here is my little rant....so I have come to the conclusion that...well I didnt just come to this conclusion but it was once again reinforced after I received my paper back from my class. Judging/Grading writing is subjective! You cannot judge someone's papers objectively besides grammer...I mean it just is not possible. How can you say that something is not right or "too wordy" etc when it is someone's story! I mean I handed in that paper I wrote about how having a baby has changed my life and she crossed out some things saying I needed to make it shorter or too wordy...HELLO it is MY story so how can you say it is bad?? I really just dont get it...I felt the same way when I was in a creative writing class...how can you say something is bad writing besides if it has bad grammer??? I just dont get it...it would just mean you DONT LIKE it, not that it is bad. Whatev I guess. I mean it isnt a BIG deal, just kinda annoying...

For example, if you read my paper in the previous posts, she crossed out the part in the first paragraph when I said The next thing I heard from the ultrasound technician was music to my ears. “You are going to have a boy.” Those words were the most exciting news I had heard in a while. I had wanted a baby boy!

Ok maybe she wouldnt have put that, but that was part of my story so I had that in there...lol there is my little rant.